Y'know, if you'd just gone straight to the forums and appealed the permaban, you may have actually had a fraction of a chance at getting unbanned. It's not likely, but it would have made a better case for you, especially if you'd done so without complaining about how "unfair" it is like you're doing right now. But instead, you decided to sit around spamming the server with insulting, whiny and guilt-tripping messages for hours. If you had a shot at getting unbanned before, you lost it the second you started insulting people.
^^^ This is literally my thoughts distilled to their essence.
Honestly we tried, we warned you many times and you were kicked for 'bad spray logo' so many times since January when the server was set up.
We gave you many chances and each time you came back and did the same thing, porn sprays, every single time.
If you were truly sorry, you would have stopped after one of the many previous times you were punished.
THEN you spent hours spamming the server with rejoin messages, which we had to look up a plugin to prevent, because it was spam for hours.
If a CL wishes they can add their own 2 cents, but as of now Ban Appeal Denied, Thread Locked.