Thanks man, yeah I really treasure her. She's always been around for me and shit
Seeing her fade away like this... it's the worst, and the faded memories are heart taking.
Though she stills remember the same stories, she forgets she has shared them, so thats always been there
At this point i feel really sad and guilty but at the same time I am pushing distance between our selves cause i dont wanna feel sad and I couldnt cope with it well. (for similar situation see Kanon
, youll get it
) but yeah idk, thats one of the many things I noticed about life that stand out in animes